Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Media & Red Lake

Glad to see that Kent Nerburn's blog has been receiving national attention. You can see an excerpt from the CNN segment that featured his comments on "Inside the Blog" on his web sight www.kentnerburn.com

Very sad to see that more pain has fallen on this community as word came Monday that their beloved Tribal leaders son had been arrested. ButI commend the people of Red Lake for closing off access to the media that camped out waiting for more "stories".

Kent said it much better than I could so again I share with you this exerpt from his blog. I had been thinking the very same thing. "While you are here national media, pull up a chair. We have lots of stories to tell. They may be the ones you came to hear, not the ones you thought you'd uncover and dig up. But they are the ones the world needs to hear."

There is nowhere else in this land, save several other closed reservations, where they would not have had the right to demand access. Anywhere else they could have knocked on doors, camped out in neighbors' yards, set up cameras on nearby rooftops. But you confined them to a single state road -- the only place on which they had the right to drive on the reservation -- and you allowed your people to grieve in private, free from their intrusion.

And they went crazy. They combed the shops and the malls and the college campuses and social service agencies in nearby Bemidji for anyone who had ever been on the rez or had an ounce of Indian blood or was willing to speak in any capacity whatsoever on the tragedy they had come to cover and which you so rightly chose to keep from view. "Give us a story," they said. "We need a story."
Well, here's a story. In 1863, near Red Lake Falls 60 miles away, with soldiers camped around them on the hillsides and winter coming on, your great grandfathers' grandfathers were forced to sell away a large portion of your land or risk being hanged.

In 1889, alongside the small creek running in the draw between the tribal offices and the trading post, just down the road from your school that now is filled with bloodstains and bulletholes and the echoes of screams, your grandfather's grandfathers were forced to sign away much of what was left.
But your grandfathers perservered, and your fathers and mothers perservered, and they refused to give up any more of your land. And they resisted allotment, the practice of dividing up the reservation into individual plots of land for individual families, so their reservation was never carved up into "40 acres and a mule" pieces that could be cajoled and purchased and threatened away by white people seeking to own the land for their own.

And now it has come down to you, the parents and children, whole and undisturbed, a private place of sanctuary and solace, where all whohave their roots here can always return.
It is owned by all, shared by all, kept in sacred trust for all.
And one cannot help but wonder if the ancestors who fought so hard to keep this expanse of forest and lakes free for their you and your children did not have some dim presentiment that the time would come when the land would once again need to protect and nourish you.
That time is now.

You, unlike the rest of us, can close your doors to share your grief. You can take the healing rituals, kept alive by the tribal elders and practiced so often before at the funerals of family and friends, and use them to heal the whole community.

You can bring the children who have sat at their grandmothers' knees making jingle dresses for the powwows, you can take the young boys who stand longingly around the powwow drum while their older brothers sing the haunted ululations that have been taught to them by the elders, and you can embrace these children in a healing circle that reaches across the great Red Lake and through the forests and into every home that sits on this land that was given you as your own.

And, no, you reporters cannot go in. You would see the eagle flying overhead and see it as a symbol or a metaphor, not a message from the spirit world that someone is watching. You would see the people placing cigarettes in a plate at the wakes and understand it as a quaint ritual, not as the gift of the earth that when lit, rises up to the heavens.

You would become the observer, and in so doing, make them become the observed. They do not need to be observed now. They need to enter into the rituals, only half understood, only partly believed, and turn to them for healing.

They need to embrace each other, to find a way to make the family of the shooter one with the family of the victims. They need to take the remnant that is their people, and make it whole.
They cannot simply move away to another place if the grief is too great, not without losing something of who they are. For they are of this piece of land, and always will be.

Now that land is stained with blood. They must be allowed to find a way to heal and hallow that bloodstained earth. It is where they are, it is who they are, it is who they always will be. That is the gift that was given them by their ancestors, and that is the burden they now bear.
It is not ours to watch. It is not ours to understand. It is only ours to respect and bear silent witness, and to pray in our own way that this dark crime of children killing children will not be soon be visited upon any of us again.


And Pray we will.

XXOO Jill

3 comments:

Billy Two Dog said...

So many sad days have come to us all as Native Americans. I lived on an Apache Rez. in Arizona when I was young and remember it well. I have a few things to say that might give some food for thought and it too is about us..our sacred gravesites being destroyed and paved over for strip malls or parking lots.

Remove Us Again?


What has become of the word respect?
Is there none left today?
Is there nothing you would honor?
If we were digging up your cemetary, What would you say?

These bones of old may mean nothing to you.
But herein resides our ancestors.
Resting in these most sacred sites.
We are here as their protectors.

You say these roads and stores are progress.
But it is not thru your cemetary you cross.
Your people lie in complete rest.
Ours is not your loss.

You have driven us from our lands before.
This we knew would be.
Can we not finally be at peace?
Is there nothing Holy you can see?

Look into your hearts this day.
And all the others to come.
What will you see within?
What are you to become?

This greed of man is an evil thing.
But seems to rule your heart.
Its never too late to make a change.
Now's the time to start.

Stop the destruction of our people, our lands.
Stop and close this door of sin.
Let us all gather to pray.
It is time for a new day to begin.

Have you not seen within yourselves.
The destruction you have wrought.
Only in the name of progress.
For roads to be made and gee gaws can be bought?

Our people wish only to live in peace.
And honor how we were taught.
To show respect for all things.
Its so little the things we've sought.

There's been enough of hate and greed.
New seeds must now be planted.
But through these deeds like this you do.
Taking this thing called progress for granted.

We gave and gave and had more stolen.
Just to please this greed.
But now is the time to take a stand.
And respect us in our need.

These sites to us are still most Holy.
And these bones that lie within.
Show the respect you would like returned.
Let the healing begin.

The road we have traveled has often been hard.
Your progress making it even more so.
Remove us once again?
We are saying, "NO!"

Billy Two Dog

Jill said...

No brother and friend Billy- thank you for sharing on my blog. Enough is Enough. And sadly, the STILL just don't get it. My heart is broken oftentimes for the ignorance of my people.

Billy Two Dog said...

Ignorance comes in all colors, even Native Americans. Hate, racism and misunderstanding each other comes from fear to let ones guard down and to be vulnerable for once to receive love. We are all human and sadly this is part of our heritage too..lets change it and make another heritage for those who come after us. Peace everyone.

Billy